part 2: visits..
on 20th,21st Nov n 11th,24th,25th n 26th Dec,
i've been busy visiting relatives' houses n going 2 wedding dinners...
haiz..2 some pple,its rili nice going 2 occations like tat..
i felt it too!! but when u had it too many times n in the same month,
it gets riiiilliiiii boring...besides,u dont noe every single person there
n its juz adults talking bout life n kids playing around n bla bla bla
as teenagers,wat u can do,is juz sit at the corner like a dog..
xcept 4 the dinners on 25th n 26th,coz i'm kinda close wif the family,so i got 2 help them
it all went pretty well,n i got reasons 2 buy new dresses..
dint take any pics though...
but it din go well on 26th when my sis accidently poured soda drink all over my new white dress!!!
argghhh...n guess wat?? instead of scolding my sis,my dad scold me 4 blaming my sis
hheeellllooooo???? she DID poured drinks all over me
i noe its an accident n i din blame her 4 tat UNTIL my dad said i blame her 4 my own mistake
i was so pissed...n i did cried...quietly of coz..
the only ones supporting me was my grandparents..
every1 else on the table thought i blamed my sis coz i did a mistake
it was so unfair...
my mum wasn't sitting wif us so she din noe wat was going on..
back in the car...my dad started telling my mum all bout it..
saying tat i'm such a cry baby n still keep tis small prob in heart..
1 of my weakness is,i'll start crying when some1 blames tings tat i din do wrong on me
n when i wanted 2 fight back 4 it..i'm VERY emotional..i cry easily..
well,my dad started scolding me again when i cry..
n went i'm in my room,i started crying again..
n my mum,unexpectedly...says "u better stop crying or ur dad's gonna scold u again"
oh my f***king god,i thought she was gonna comfort me..n ask me exactly wat truely happened
instead,tats the respond she gave..i was truely disappointed..
i cried my way 2 slip...n when i woke up the nex day,my eyes were soared...
p.s. i'm even crying when i wrote tis...i express my feelings exactly like how i felt..
27th Dec,wic was the day i woke up wif soared eyes..
was the day i'm going 2 darsh's house wif hui ming..
woke up n got ready...waiting 4 my family 2 get ready..
by the time they were..its already going 2 be 11..i was supposed 2 be there around 10
when said tat i need 2 hurry,my mum immediately showed her 'look' n said i never told her i hv 2 be there at 10
wic, on the day b4,i told her bout a hundred times..
fine,guess every1's still mad at me bout yesterday..but i juz din noe y..
isn't i the real victim?? y is every1 in my family treating me like tis??
n guess wat,2 make tings worse..my dad say come bak at 3..
wic is 4 hours earlier than i'm supposed 2 be..
wat IS going on?? every1 trying 2 make my life worse JUZ 2 punish me 4 wat happened??
n well,tears start 2 drop again..but i din cry badly..or else,i cant even GO 2 darsh's house..
my mum saw the tears but tis is wat she ask,"y r u crying again?? wat r u so sad of??" (in a very pissed off way)
aarrggghhh...how many times do u guys hv 2 scold me?? i'll start crying more if u do
soon,i'll run out of tears n my eye balls r the ones droping!!
only den u'll realise??
ltr on,reached darsh's house..started debating again wif my mum on the way up
i ask her i wana go bak ltr n she said y dont u ask ur dad tat??
haiz..tis is my dad:once he said no,the answer is no
some typical dad,always tink he's right every single time..
so,of coz,like i said,when i wana fight bak,tears start droping..
2 avoid stares,i juz shut up..finally reached the darsh's floor..saw her coming at the corridor..
immediately ran 2 her n she said we gotta go pick up hui ming
but the only ting i wana do is juz go somewhere else n let out my tears..
so i broke down..i couldn't stand it anymore..darsh brought me 2 the stairs..
n i filled her in wif wat happened..including yesterday's n told her i hv 2 be back at 3
she's a true fren..she comforts me..n hui ming too when we told her..
haiz...y aren't frens my family..they noes me more..
i told everything 2 them,i din tell everything 2 my family..they wouldn't understand
well,we went in darsh's house after tat n thank god her parents din notice my soared eyes..
we went around the condo..the toppest floor den 2 the pool
we sat there,planing 2 play uno when suddenly all of us wanted 2 go swiming..
we act planned 2 but cancelled the plan due 2 some...em..issues..
but we decided 2 swim nyways so we head bak 2 the house 2 change..
n den,we swam 4 an hour plus..we din swim actually we juz talked in water..
so we chat bout our miserable family..well darsh's not tat miserable though..
n we chat bout skuls..our frens..tchers..holidays...juz everything we could tink of.
we ate luch after tat..n started our mission:Asking Permission For Going Back Late
my mum said the latest can only be 4 coz dad got football at 5..haiz..
den we realised hui ming could fetch me home too...juz need 2 ask her parents..
n her parents said yes! so its juz mine..
after anxious waiting..my mum smsed..n she said yes! but i'll hv 2 be back by 7..
fine..4 tat moment..my parents aren't tat bad..yet..
so we watched movies after tat..1st Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, it took more than 2 hours
den watched HSM3..juz the songs..den played uno..
had nescafe..apple crumple pie tat hui ming made..din vomit after tat so its safe
went into darsh's room n chit chat..listened 2 songs..
n its almost 7 already so i ask hui ming 2 call her mum 2 fetch us..
n her mum say will be there at 7.30!!! 7.30!! i'm supposed 2 be home by 7!!
at tat time..i knew..i'll never c sunlight again..
den hui ming called her sis,asking wat her parents r doing..n told her i need 2 be home
thank god,her parents were juz watching tv n tat they 4got tat they need 2 fetch me
so yay..prob solved but i'm still late..
so ltr, we wished darsh n her family goodbye n head home..
in the car...my mum smsed me...telling me 2 keep my promise,2 be home b4 my dad comes home coz she dont 1 unpleasent scene..tats when,i feel butterflies in my stomach
i'm so dead,i thought..i hoped my dad wasn't home yet..
finally,i reached home! n dad's not home yet..said goodbye 2 hui ming n her family n was reliefed
of coz,i've got lectures frm mum..but dad din say anything when he's bak..
so,i guess prob is solved!!
but,i still rmb how my parents treated me the day b4,
them letting me 2 go bak late tat day act payed off already but..
i couldn't help but still mad at them..haiz..
i rili hoped tis prob btween me n my family will be over..
i want a happy family..n i hope i'll get it soon..
wish me luck,guys!
